Fairy Tale Girl

I see your smile it's so vivacious
My thoughts are wild it seems outrageous
I know they never would suspect
The normalcy I would reject

Future holds a great climax
Anxieties can relax
All this chaos in my head
Brings all impending sense of dread

Outside this I'm a fairy tale girl
Deep inside I find twirls to unwhirl
My thirst grows stronger by the day
I never thought I'd be this way
I never thought I'd be this way

Perceptions fighting for the chorus
Your touch falls deep in me, I'm porous
You offer me space to relax
I'll never find my own way back
I'll never find my own way back

My secret's hiding in the closet
It's getting harder to ignore it
Feelings flying out the window
It's beautiful, it's beautiful, but it's not a peepshow

Outside this I'm a fairy tale girl
Deep inside I find twirls to unwhirl
My thirst grows stronger by the day
I never thought I'd be this way

You and me could never be
I'm fighting so hard to be free
My proud sense of reality was never meant to be
Was never meant to be
We'll see, we'll see, we'll see, we'll see

Come and find me
Come and find me